Kickadeepi

Me. Some people say it’s hard to know what’s going through my head. I don’t blame them. “The only person standing in your way is you”, this holds pretty true to me with me having borderline personality disorder, but every day I’m getting better and better on learning how to manage it (with some great help), and I can finally say I’m learning how to be happy. One of my favorite quotes is “fall down seven times, stand up eight”, make me always realize the determination I have to stand up time and time again to be the better person I’m becoming and to stay strong. I’m stubborn as all hell and that seems to be what keeps me motivated to push myself and to keep standing up, and I’m constantly working on it every day to be me. Art is my addiction, I love it all. And for me music is simply amazing, it seems to jump off the page and give life’s meaning and answers, it’s what drives me and runs through my veins. Hopefully one day I will be special enough for someone to have a song just for me. I am a very sweet person as a whole, and I tend to be very girly, though I try to hide it, it’s who I really am. I’m just a crazy sweet silly tomboy girly girl. I’m a little bit of everything all rolled into one, hard for people to handle that, but I try. I wish on crazy things like 11:11 and shooting stars and stuff, I know it won’t change anything, but at the same time I think it can’t hurt just in case one good thing comes of it. There are a lot of things I have wanted to accomplish that I am finally starting to do for myself that I feel happy about, one of which was losing weight and being healthy. I am so happy I did that for myself, and now I’m striving on hopefully pushing it further. I am finally getting back into my art which I am very happy about as well as trying to write. I love my middle name, almost nobody knows it. I love anything weird and funky, glittery and shiny as well, lol. I fold 1,000 cranes every year, tradition. I hate bee’s and spiders and will defiantly freak out no matter where I am or who’s around if I see them. I have a thing for ties. I love tattoos, I have quite a bit myself and will be defiantly getting more. Sometimes I just need a helping hand from people, and people to accept me with my flaws and all, cause I try my best but just need a little help sometimes, but know I’m worth it. I love my eyes because they change color with my mood. I love to cook, anything, everything and crazy things. I love dancing and singing, they bring me great joy, as well as animals, I do miss my Kahuna <3 . I love legos, movies, skiing, biking, swimming, computers, bon fires, and my family and friends. My favorite flower is a single deep red rose with a black silk ribbon tied in a bow around the stem, I’ve always wanted one to know that I’m someone’s Christine <3 . I’m a little old fashion in the fact that I believe that in relationships you work through the tough things, not leave when it gets tough. I love do-it-yourself kits cause I always like learning new things. There are many things I want to learn, and would love to have someone show me. Every year I make a New Year’s Resolution, and every year I accomplish it, well this year I seemed to accomplish mine early, so I had to make a new one, and my new one is to be myself, the very best me I can be, and to do one thing I’ve always wanted to do. So for this next year, I know, it will be amazing <3

Favourite genre of music: I like them all, I expecially like the ones I can relate my life to and ones with a meaning
Favourite style of art: You can learn different things from them all.
Personal Quote: "all the pleasure is worth all the pain"